I’ve realized over the last couple of days that I haven’t written in here for weeks. A lot of it has to do with how busy I’ve been and how weird my priorities have been lately.
For starters, I have been taking summer courses. I have a college algebra class at MACC that somehow I still have an A in and then a graduate level Fibers class. Next week starts my sociology course. For fibers, it was an everyday class, and I probably was in the studio for 25 hours every week. Now that I look back on it, I think that I should have actually worked more…:/ I think I could have produced even more and more beautiful stuff.
However, even though school should be my number one priority, lately it’s been money and how I don’t have any. Because of this, I’ve been obsessed with selling things on my Etsy account. In fact, if anyone even reads this anymore, I’m going to pimp out my store. It’s GangGreeneCo.etsy.com. My Etsy account has been my number one priority the last week that I’ve neglected more important things, and especially people. Money is such a little shit for me that I’ve had entire days ruined for me because of the stress, and I’ve unfortunately have been expressing my grief onto Colin. I feel incredibly guilty now, especially in retrospect, about involving him in my problems, and then pushing him away when he’s trying to help. I’m such a bitch!