I am enamored with frustration right now. I haven’t been able to do anything right. I procrastinate on homework and when I get to it, I feel completely inadequate. My senior thesis right now is dogging me. I am completely lost in my material process.
Still, dizzy and light headed—the cleanse is definitely the culprit. Last night I had some peas to help with that. I think that my portions for food were still the sizes that I ate from marathon training, and I didn’t transition smoothly since I decided to cleanse so abruptly. I don’t know if I should stop or not: I may be dizzy and have trouble concentrating, but I feel really great otherwise.
I’ve made this photo my computer background (which I haven’t changed for six years):
I’ve gotten strange and funny looks, especially from the guy that I work with who keeps hitting on me . Perfect.
